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Monday, March 1, 2010
rant
i don't get it .
can't i go back in time? why can't things be like they were before ? you've caused so much pain to me, you crushed me, and i don't know whato do about it . i don't think you understand my feelings either . i'm happy i'm helping you, helping everybody, but it's hard. nobody ever shows me any concerns, do they ? i have my own problems too. but nobody yet has proven they're completely trustworthy. you, and everybody else, see me as that really happy girl with a bubbly personality who's always got a smile on her face. someone you can depend on, someone who's always got a positive attitude. that girl who you can talk to about anything. and it's definitely good i can be that girl for so many people . but honestly, i can't always be that person. i'm sick and tired of lying to myself. pretending to be this girl, so i don't disappoint anyone . of the times i have managed to crack, i have killed myself after for showing people how i'm feeling. "thanks jas, for always being there for me, and alwys being so positive. i really want to develop that attitude you have, so that i can be happy like you." what kind of role model cries ? so not to let anyone down, i'll try and be that role model. try as hard as possible . i apologise in advance, for i may fail . but keep believeing in me, please . and as for current affairs; well, i honestly don't know what to do . there's just too much crap going on, i can't handle it . i've already dealt with so much of it, shed so many tears because of it. running away from it is the easiest escape from this nightmare ... but you need me . |