note: always live life to the fullest, love with a generous heart and smile the greatest smile you have.
| live, love, smile |
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11
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unveiling me;
2010' Year 8
NSG
most epic school
"fun, bubbly, happy"
Of course,
there's much more to me than that ^^
At first glance, I may seem like your average, simple, girl . And maybe I am . But there's more than meets the eye =]
God; Jesus; Christianity <3
So we've accomplished NSG is the most epic school, but what's the most epic church ?
PHBC
Pennant HillsBaptist BICEPS Church . xD
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!" - Philipians 4:4
♥ Bobbo ;
A proud follower :)
~ Jasleen Chew ;
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NSG
most epic school
"fun, bubbly, happy"
Of course,
there's much more to me than that ^^
At first glance, I may seem like your average, simple, girl . And maybe I am . But there's more than meets the eye =]
God; Jesus; Christianity <3
So we've accomplished NSG is the most epic school, but what's the most epic church ?
PHBC
Pennant Hills
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!" - Philipians 4:4
♥ Bobbo ;
A proud follower :)
~ Jasleen Chew ;
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irislo;
lingyang;
ruitan;
lisapang;
doramao;
shazchen;
sisijia;
jessicabi;
jennyqiu;
pollychan;
kellygu;
meggiezhang;
michellebai;
daphneshen;
amandazhang;
cindylian;
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lingyang;
ruitan;
lisapang;
doramao;
shazchen;
sisijia;
jessicabi;
jennyqiu;
pollychan;
kellygu;
meggiezhang;
michellebai;
daphneshen;
amandazhang;
cindylian;
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Words from:
Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
dramalist :)
basically, i need to keep track of all the dramas i have in mind to watch:
- God Of Study -16 episodes
- To Marry A Millionaire - 16 episodes
- Will It Snow For Christmas? - 16 episodes
- KO-One - 21 episodes + special
- Brown Sugar Macchiato - 13 episodes + special
- Devil Beside You - 20 episodes
- Full House - 16 episodes
- My Queen - 21 episodes
- Why Why Love - 15 episodes
I'll stop for now :D
the first three on the list, i have the dvds for, and so i'm bringing them to the gold coast with me :)
btw, it's in no particular order
other suggestions ?
comments?
if you've seen it, please tell me what you thought of it ^^
i need to full on science and math; so GOODBYE LAH .
needs to talk about:
#% Charities Day!
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from close friends -> strangers. does it make you feel sad too ?
Monday, June 28, 2010
sighsighsigh
God, I need help.
Help me to respect my parents and help me control my emotions
Help me to overcome these obstacles you've placed in my life
Help us all to depend on you during our trials
Help us not fall away from you, because you'll be the only thing there at the end of the day
Lord, help me; help us all
Amen ~
hello poopyfaces :) :) :)
there's a science report thingy due tomorrow but i'm not stuffed to do it
my curfew was 30 minutes ago but who cares .
i realise i piss my parents off like daily now, and it really irritates me .
but nowadays i'm simply not bothered about anything anymore
sigh .
i keep having these MASSIVE moodswings =='
sometimes i'm so high i can't feel any pain
sometimes i'm so down i just can't stop crying
sometimes i'm so pissed all i want to do is scream
sometimes i'm so depressed i wonder what the point is anymore .
fun fun .
this is just a random thing, i felt like typing something up on the comp :) :)
but time for me to sleep before my parents chuck another ragee .
gnitee .
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so i'll fake a smile and hold my head up high, making you unable to realise the pain you've caused inside .
Help me to respect my parents and help me control my emotions
Help me to overcome these obstacles you've placed in my life
Help us all to depend on you during our trials
Help us not fall away from you, because you'll be the only thing there at the end of the day
Lord, help me; help us all
Amen ~
hello poopyfaces :) :) :)
there's a science report thingy due tomorrow but i'm not stuffed to do it
my curfew was 30 minutes ago but who cares .
i realise i piss my parents off like daily now, and it really irritates me .
but nowadays i'm simply not bothered about anything anymore
sigh .
i keep having these MASSIVE moodswings =='
sometimes i'm so high i can't feel any pain
sometimes i'm so down i just can't stop crying
sometimes i'm so pissed all i want to do is scream
sometimes i'm so depressed i wonder what the point is anymore .
fun fun .
this is just a random thing, i felt like typing something up on the comp :) :)
but time for me to sleep before my parents chuck another ragee .
gnitee .
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so i'll fake a smile and hold my head up high, making you unable to realise the pain you've caused inside .
Sunday, June 27, 2010
updatee ?
you know, being the last week and all, i would of thought everything school-related would be OVER .
gosh i'm stupid .
urghh, stuff you inno .
stuff you math .
stuff you geo .
stuff you science .
stuff you all :(
i am so screwed atm so i shouldn't even be on this T__T
and i'm sorry for my inno team because i haven't really been putting my part in ><"
as for geo, idc how much water i use
i swear i'm also forgetting something
someone help me lahh !
Saturday
- half flush on the toilet x2
- washing hands x2
- one load of washing
- 4 cups of water
- washing lunch dishes
- using the dishwasher
- eight-ish cups of rice in the ricecooker (Y)
- 20 minute shower
- brushing teeth x2
Sunday
- half flush on the toilet x2
- washing hands x2
- brushing teeth x2
- washing breakfast dishes
- 3 cups of water
that's all i've got LOL
sighh Q.Q
imma start on math and science noww; i'll talk about that list i've madee later lahh
another couple items to add to the list though ^^
#% E-cafe :)
#% Polly Chan :)
#% ISWAK 2
bye guyss :)
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it sort of hurts when you talk to everybody but me. especially when they tend to be my close friends. why are you ignoring me?
gosh i'm stupid .
urghh, stuff you inno .
stuff you math .
stuff you geo .
stuff you science .
stuff you all :(
i am so screwed atm so i shouldn't even be on this T__T
and i'm sorry for my inno team because i haven't really been putting my part in ><"
as for geo, idc how much water i use
i swear i'm also forgetting something
someone help me lahh !
Saturday
- half flush on the toilet x2
- washing hands x2
- one load of washing
- 4 cups of water
- washing lunch dishes
- using the dishwasher
- eight-ish cups of rice in the ricecooker (Y)
- 20 minute shower
- brushing teeth x2
Sunday
- half flush on the toilet x2
- washing hands x2
- brushing teeth x2
- washing breakfast dishes
- 3 cups of water
that's all i've got LOL
sighh Q.Q
imma start on math and science noww; i'll talk about that list i've madee later lahh
another couple items to add to the list though ^^
#% E-cafe :)
#% Polly Chan :)
#% ISWAK 2
bye guyss :)
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it sort of hurts when you talk to everybody but me. especially when they tend to be my close friends. why are you ignoring me?
Saturday, June 26, 2010
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One year. That little thing; I thank you so much for. I wonder if you still remember giving it to me. I don't think you can even begin to comprehend the significance and importance it has to me. It's not only a treasure, it's also evidence. Evidence that our friendship was once real .
Monday, June 21, 2010
COLOURQUIZ
My colour quiz results.
Shoutout to Rui; http://replayruuie.blogspot.com/
for unintentionally introducing me to the quiz, in which case, i must shout out towards
Mich B; http://walkinginawonderland.blogspot.com/, because rui took it from her blog ^^
I took it twice, once at home, and once today at school because i was bored :)
First up:
Your Existing Situation
Physical sickness, tension, and/or emotional issues have taken a toll on her life. her self-esteem has been crushed and she needs to quickly find a peaceful environment so that she can heal.
Your Stress Sources
His stubbornness and will-power has become weakened due to current difficulties. Feels overworked and emotionally drain; as if all her work is for nothing and she is getting nowhere. The situation is very real to her and she wants to escape, but has no idea how to do so or how to even approach the situation rationally.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally demanding and will involve herself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself. His arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental. Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Has a strong desire to contribute and influence others, but it can make her restless. she is driven by her desires and hopes. Enjoys a wide range of activities, but she may spread herself to thin taking on too much.
Your Actual Problem
Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness.
Take #2:
Your Existing Situation
Needs excitement and constant stimulation. Willingly participates in activities that are thrilling and offer adventure.
Your Stress Sources
"is being overworked and her flexibility and hard work are being taken advantage of while trying to deal with problems. Sticks to her goals, but feels intense pressure to succeed. Since the situation is uncooperative and untrustworthy, she would like to walk away from it altogether."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended."
Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant.
Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.
Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
"Feels stressed due to her current situation or relationships, and needs to make changes. Looking for a solution that will increase her chances of fulfilling her current hopes and dreams."
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. she feels misunderstood, used, and anxious. she strives to search for new relationships or environment, in the hope they may offer her happiness and peace of mind."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness."
what do you guys reckon ?
personally ;
existing situation: first > second
stress sources: first + second
restrained characteristics: first + majority of second (the ones underlined ^^)
desired objective: second>first
actual problem: all of them :)
by saying this though, i reckon overall, it's definitely correct. so correct it's scarily accurate .
the '>' just means i reckon that it's more suitable than the other one . BUT OMGSH you guys should try it :)
i'll blog a proper one another day about
#% macquarie
#% CW+switch
#% jess bi's bday :D
tata ;D
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so many memories to remember...
Shoutout to Rui; http://replayruuie.blogspot.com/
for unintentionally introducing me to the quiz, in which case, i must shout out towards
Mich B; http://walkinginawonderland.blogspot.com/, because rui took it from her blog ^^
I took it twice, once at home, and once today at school because i was bored :)
First up:
Your Existing Situation
Physical sickness, tension, and/or emotional issues have taken a toll on her life. her self-esteem has been crushed and she needs to quickly find a peaceful environment so that she can heal.
Your Stress Sources
His stubbornness and will-power has become weakened due to current difficulties. Feels overworked and emotionally drain; as if all her work is for nothing and she is getting nowhere. The situation is very real to her and she wants to escape, but has no idea how to do so or how to even approach the situation rationally.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally demanding and will involve herself in close relationships but won't get too involved or give too much of himself. His arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental. Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Has a strong desire to contribute and influence others, but it can make her restless. she is driven by her desires and hopes. Enjoys a wide range of activities, but she may spread herself to thin taking on too much.
Your Actual Problem
Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness.
Take #2:
Your Existing Situation
Needs excitement and constant stimulation. Willingly participates in activities that are thrilling and offer adventure.
Your Stress Sources
"is being overworked and her flexibility and hard work are being taken advantage of while trying to deal with problems. Sticks to her goals, but feels intense pressure to succeed. Since the situation is uncooperative and untrustworthy, she would like to walk away from it altogether."
Your Restrained Characteristics
"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended."
Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant.
Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.
Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
"Feels stressed due to her current situation or relationships, and needs to make changes. Looking for a solution that will increase her chances of fulfilling her current hopes and dreams."
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. she feels misunderstood, used, and anxious. she strives to search for new relationships or environment, in the hope they may offer her happiness and peace of mind."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness."
what do you guys reckon ?
personally ;
existing situation: first > second
stress sources: first + second
restrained characteristics: first + majority of second (the ones underlined ^^)
desired objective: second>first
actual problem: all of them :)
by saying this though, i reckon overall, it's definitely correct. so correct it's scarily accurate .
the '>' just means i reckon that it's more suitable than the other one . BUT OMGSH you guys should try it :)
i'll blog a proper one another day about
#% macquarie
#% CW+switch
#% jess bi's bday :D
tata ;D
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so many memories to remember...
Saturday, June 19, 2010
songgg :)
i ask myself what can i offer You
can you use someone who already feels used
have all my mistakes let you down
can you turn all my failures around
here we are now in this moment
here we are
You are my hope when i'm broken
i am at the end of myself
here we are
this is the start of a new life
like a child breathing this air for the first time
i am made new, i am made new
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
HEHEHEHEHEHESPAZZZ.
i'm so freaking high at the moment i'm elated
that's right, big word ;D
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i'm so glad you're so understanding :)
that's right, big word ;D
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i'm so glad you're so understanding :)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
happy bday ^^
happy birthday ;
#% DAPHNE SHEN
#% ADRIAN SIT
#% HUGH < - - i don't know your last name rofl .
#% GRACE LEE'S MUM .
i swear i'm not a stalkerr .
anywayy, hope you all had awesome day ^^
- and i saw your balloon bouquet fob, and i'm jealous :(
i'm going to end it here because i need to studyy :)
BUT .
NATALIEE SHUUUU I NEED YOU NOW T_________________________T
byebyeeeee
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i really don't want to hurt you; i am so so sorry .
#% DAPHNE SHEN
#% ADRIAN SIT
#% HUGH < - - i don't know your last name rofl .
#% GRACE LEE'S MUM .
i swear i'm not a stalkerr .
anywayy, hope you all had awesome day ^^
- and i saw your balloon bouquet fob, and i'm jealous :(
i'm going to end it here because i need to studyy :)
BUT .
NATALIEE SHUUUU I NEED YOU NOW T_________________________T
byebyeeeee
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i really don't want to hurt you; i am so so sorry .
Saturday, June 12, 2010
stuff lahh ;D
Have you guys ever imagined life without feelings ?
there would be no hurt, no unhappiness, no pain .
i constantly get confused with my feelings .
but if they were nonexistent, life would be a whole lot different, right ?
heartbreak, gone .
but then again, there would be no happiness either, no joy .
it would just be...nothing .
anyway .
Thursday
everyday, you guys spend 6 hours at school, right ?
i spent 15 hours.
that sounds so nerdy ;p
it's ok though, it was epic .
the reason i was at school for so long;
8am - 8:50am: Meeting for co-ed day
8:50am - 3:15pm: School T__T
3:15pm - 6pm: Setting up and getting ready for the JUNIOR DANCE .
6pm - 10pm: JUNIOR DANCE CHYEAA ;D
10pm - 11pm: Packing up after the JUNIOR DANCE .
On that topic, the JUNIOR DANCE . was quite awesome .
The DJ dedicated RICK ASTLEY to the SRC and played the POKEMON THEME SONG .
On the downside, he also played Baby twice, one being the final song of the night .
ohwells .
SOMEBODY (ahem polly, ahem.) hugged too many guys and became a whore roflol.
There was heaps of epic dancing by a person who wears a shining gold cape who goes by the name of ANN WEN .
And a couple perhaps was born...? ;D ;D ;D
kidding xD
only a certain amount of things could happen in one night .
but i do hate 5 people now .
#% Lillian Dong
#% Polly Chan
#% Jason Lau
#% Lillian Dong again < - - DOUBLE HATE .
#% Polly Chan again < - - times TWO .
but then again, they do say hate is a strong word .
so let's say a passionate dislike, yea ?
whyy do i dislike them ?
WELL .
they're just noobs .
if you wanted to know, you should of been there ^^
so come next year LAH !
Friday
I'm just going to say a couple things .
1st of all, my group, those who are in 8Y, Shaz, Jenny, Lil, Ling, Lisa, Jess B, Sisi .
I FREAKING LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ♥
Oh my supergirl
ni shi wo de baby girl
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li, ping fan bei hou de mo li
Oh my supergirl
wo shi ni de superman
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi
you are all just absolutely amazing, thank you guys so so muchh ♥ :)
2nd of all
I am seriously really sorry to all you guys who had to wait outside the church for 20 minutes in the cold for me.
Really, really sorry :(
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There's two things that stand out in our friendship. One of them, happened exactly one year ago. Do you remember? Do you realise? Have you even had a second thought about that happening? So much has changed in the past year...do you miss it?
there would be no hurt, no unhappiness, no pain .
i constantly get confused with my feelings .
but if they were nonexistent, life would be a whole lot different, right ?
heartbreak, gone .
but then again, there would be no happiness either, no joy .
it would just be...nothing .
anyway .
Thursday
everyday, you guys spend 6 hours at school, right ?
i spent 15 hours.
that sounds so nerdy ;p
it's ok though, it was epic .
the reason i was at school for so long;
8am - 8:50am: Meeting for co-ed day
8:50am - 3:15pm: School T__T
3:15pm - 6pm: Setting up and getting ready for the JUNIOR DANCE .
6pm - 10pm: JUNIOR DANCE CHYEAA ;D
10pm - 11pm: Packing up after the JUNIOR DANCE .
On that topic, the JUNIOR DANCE . was quite awesome .
The DJ dedicated RICK ASTLEY to the SRC and played the POKEMON THEME SONG .
On the downside, he also played Baby twice, one being the final song of the night .
ohwells .
SOMEBODY (ahem polly, ahem.) hugged too many guys and became a whore roflol.
There was heaps of epic dancing by a person who wears a shining gold cape who goes by the name of ANN WEN .
And a couple perhaps was born...? ;D ;D ;D
kidding xD
only a certain amount of things could happen in one night .
but i do hate 5 people now .
#% Lillian Dong
#% Polly Chan
#% Jason Lau
#% Lillian Dong again < - - DOUBLE HATE .
#% Polly Chan again < - - times TWO .
but then again, they do say hate is a strong word .
so let's say a passionate dislike, yea ?
whyy do i dislike them ?
WELL .
they're just noobs .
if you wanted to know, you should of been there ^^
so come next year LAH !
Friday
I'm just going to say a couple things .
1st of all, my group, those who are in 8Y, Shaz, Jenny, Lil, Ling, Lisa, Jess B, Sisi .
I FREAKING LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ♥
Oh my supergirl
ni shi wo de baby girl
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li, ping fan bei hou de mo li
Oh my supergirl
wo shi ni de superman
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi
you are all just absolutely amazing, thank you guys so so muchh ♥ :)
2nd of all
I am seriously really sorry to all you guys who had to wait outside the church for 20 minutes in the cold for me.
Really, really sorry :(
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There's two things that stand out in our friendship. One of them, happened exactly one year ago. Do you remember? Do you realise? Have you even had a second thought about that happening? So much has changed in the past year...do you miss it?
Monday, June 7, 2010
ZHOMG ;D
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMOGMGOMG
IT'S KIM HYUN JOONG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
YES I'M GOING ON A SPAZ .
happy bday jihoo/kimhyunjoong ^^
BABY LET ME LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YAAA ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
i've played that song for like 10 times in a row now .
haha.
i think i shall listen to lovelike this
HAHAHAHA
AND IF YOU GUYS STILL HAVE NOT SEEN IT GO AND SEARCH UP GUMMY - AS A MAN
yes it also has khj :D
spazspazspaz
oh yea, my gum is bleeding cos i bashed my toothe against something. and now that tooth is wobbly ._.
BYE :D
HAPPY 24th BDAY ^^ ♥
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I always catch myself thinking, "what if you had been there for me?". It would have been a heck easier with you there.
IT'S KIM HYUN JOONG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
YES I'M GOING ON A SPAZ .
happy bday jihoo/kimhyunjoong ^^
BABY LET ME LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YAAA ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
i've played that song for like 10 times in a row now .
haha.
i think i shall listen to lovelike this
HAHAHAHA
AND IF YOU GUYS STILL HAVE NOT SEEN IT GO AND SEARCH UP GUMMY - AS A MAN
yes it also has khj :D
spazspazspaz
oh yea, my gum is bleeding cos i bashed my toothe against something. and now that tooth is wobbly ._.
BYE :D
HAPPY 24th BDAY ^^ ♥___________________________________________________
I always catch myself thinking, "what if you had been there for me?". It would have been a heck easier with you there.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
take #2
these are just all those late questions :)
1. ........: hmmm can we loosen the pressure a bit then? I'll make it easier for you... joon or shinwoo? now THIS should be easy. :D
haha. well this is how it goes. as of yesterday, i've decided: joon>KHJ/jihoo>shinwoo. so joon pwns shinwoo ^^
2. x___x: jaz xD which nsg seniors do you look up to as role models lolol? are you scared of any of the seniors? =OO
err...i definitely look up to both my peer support leaders, charmaine lo and sisi zhu ^^ (please don't stalk them) i also look up to fiona siu, cos she's a friend :D and orla, because she's really social-able and friendly and an awesome Christian. for those same reasons, i look up to alicia too :) am i scared of any? a girl named angela shen rofl. she's the uber uber tall one, and because she's tall, i'm scared of her LOL. but i don't know her. she's daph's sister either way so :P but i'm scared of all seniors when they're stresed cos then they rage ._.
3. joon: how many years is 'several' :
D; more than two keke ^^
4. lalala: am i too late ..?
evidently not :D
5. lalala: what makes you feel happy?
a lot of things (Y) it can range from something as small as going hyper on sugar :D but i really enjoy hanging out with you guys :) happiness is such a broad termm ._. but yea, a sense of accomplishment, finishing off a hell month (etc. like the one that just ended), definitely SWITCH, being with anyone who makes me laugh, being acknowledged by a certain person (not sus here at all) etc. etc. etc. =D OH OH OH OH. AND THIS IS LING RIGHT? YOU MAKE ME HAPPY ^^ BECAUSE I LOVE YOUUU, YOU LOVE MEEE :D if this isn't ling then this is awkward o.o but i still love you anyways ^^
6. ^^: NOOBBB who is that special someone that you write about at the end of EVERY entryy
YOU'RE THE NOOB COREEN YOU FOB PERSON WHO KEEPS DITCHING SWITCH AND CHURCH. but umm, at the end, there's a couple of people it's directed at. but the majority of the time, the person i'm talking about is a special person :)
STUDY TIME :)
byebyelahh .
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is this what it's going to be like later on? or can you please, PLEASE take the time to hear me out .
1. ........: hmmm can we loosen the pressure a bit then? I'll make it easier for you... joon or shinwoo? now THIS should be easy. :D
haha. well this is how it goes. as of yesterday, i've decided: joon>KHJ/jihoo>shinwoo. so joon pwns shinwoo ^^
2. x___x: jaz xD which nsg seniors do you look up to as role models lolol? are you scared of any of the seniors? =OO
err...i definitely look up to both my peer support leaders, charmaine lo and sisi zhu ^^ (please don't stalk them) i also look up to fiona siu, cos she's a friend :D and orla, because she's really social-able and friendly and an awesome Christian. for those same reasons, i look up to alicia too :) am i scared of any? a girl named angela shen rofl. she's the uber uber tall one, and because she's tall, i'm scared of her LOL. but i don't know her. she's daph's sister either way so :P but i'm scared of all seniors when they're stresed cos then they rage ._.
3. joon: how many years is 'several' :
D; more than two keke ^^
4. lalala: am i too late ..?
evidently not :D
5. lalala: what makes you feel happy?
a lot of things (Y) it can range from something as small as going hyper on sugar :D but i really enjoy hanging out with you guys :) happiness is such a broad termm ._. but yea, a sense of accomplishment, finishing off a hell month (etc. like the one that just ended), definitely SWITCH, being with anyone who makes me laugh, being acknowledged by a certain person (not sus here at all) etc. etc. etc. =D OH OH OH OH. AND THIS IS LING RIGHT? YOU MAKE ME HAPPY ^^ BECAUSE I LOVE YOUUU, YOU LOVE MEEE :D if this isn't ling then this is awkward o.o but i still love you anyways ^^
6. ^^: NOOBBB who is that special someone that you write about at the end of EVERY entryy
YOU'RE THE NOOB COREEN YOU FOB PERSON WHO KEEPS DITCHING SWITCH AND CHURCH. but umm, at the end, there's a couple of people it's directed at. but the majority of the time, the person i'm talking about is a special person :)
STUDY TIME :)
byebyelahh .
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is this what it's going to be like later on? or can you please, PLEASE take the time to hear me out .
Saturday, June 5, 2010
formspring thing :)
HELLO.
IT'S THE WEEKEND WHICH MEANS IT IS TIME for me to answer your questions ^^
1. hehlolol: do you have anyone you're interested in atm?
T___T you nooby people :P i realise everyone who gives people the opportunity to ask anonymous questions, this one always pops up. i don't think i'm interested in anyone ><. i think about a certain someone from time to time, but i don't have a crush on them ._. just missing them. and there's a fine line between the two, yea? ^^
IT'S THE WEEKEND WHICH MEANS IT IS TIME for me to answer your questions ^^
1. hehlolol: do you have anyone you're interested in atm?
T___T you nooby people :P i realise everyone who gives people the opportunity to ask anonymous questions, this one always pops up. i don't think i'm interested in anyone ><. i think about a certain someone from time to time, but i don't have a crush on them ._. just missing them. and there's a fine line between the two, yea? ^^
2. [smile]: do you loveee meeee ♥
ngaww. ARE YOU A SIC? if yes then DEFINITELY I DO ♥ if not, i still love youu :) so ultimately, the answer is yes, i do lovee youuuu ^^ who is this anyway? :P
3. kiwi fruit: do u get frequently annoyed with anyone in ur group?
hmm. everyone gets annoyed with someone eventually yea? and so yes, i do get annoyed with a couple of people sometimes, but not frequently. and anyways, i shouldn't be complaining, cos i'm pretty sure people find me a pain in the ass sometimes as well =] is somebody from the group asking this? haha. but yea, keep in mind, it's always fine to get irritated with someone, it's just a natural feeling we come across. but in most cases, it tends to be even more annoying when you yourself complain the heck out of it. and i'm pretty sure i'm being a hypocrite by saying this :/
4. hjgkb: do you suspect that anyone might suffering from depression in our group? if so pls say who and why.
are you someone in 8Y? depression :/ heaps of people easily say they're depressed (including me) but i don't really believe anyone in our group is mentally depressed. everyone has their ups and downs but there's certainly a couple people who have had it harder. even if someone was depressed though, should it make a difference anyway? i'm not saying who is more down, because of the attention she may get ><>
5. .......................: ji hoo or joon?
WELL PERSON, HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO ANSWER THIS QUESTION? I HATE YOU SO MUCH ROFL. uhmmmm.....I DUNNO :( haha. probs joon :/ just because ji hoo's hair in the first half of BOF was ._. EITHER WAY THEY'RE BOTH MINE AHAHAHAH :D
6. adsfgh: Would you rather have any korean star including Joon/Shinwoo/etc or to receive back the person that you keep blogging about at the end of every post?
Definitely to have that person back. #1 krn stars dont know english :( nahh. this person was just really close, and i just want them back. krn stars are just a fantasy, i'm never going to see them rofl. but yea, no competition. definitely that person>krn stars :)
7. adsfgh: if you had one wish...what would it be?
For everything to go back the way it was around middle last year. There wasn't much arguments going round, i wasn't stressed, my marks were pretty good, my school photo was ok (haha) and it was the time me and that person was the closest :) iunno, everythin was just awesome. but hey, life can change in such a small matter of time Q.Q and also, i wasn't as fobby as i am now :P the amount of fobbiness i have now, makes me go T__________T
8. Joon: have you ever liked anyone that's older than you by more than 1 year? if so, how many years?
Curious? haha, yea actually, i have liked someone older than me by more than a year :P how many years? several ^^ but i'm not the only one who's liked somone older than them, right?
OKLAH that's it :)
i don't really have much to say now :P
BYEBYE :)
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if you really feel that way, please just say it to my face. i can take it.